January 2012
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You’re pretty heartless for someone so beautiful.
The image of her haunts the back of my mind. You will get lost when you stare at her beautiful big brown eyes. Her long black hair and soft porcelain skin sends shivers down my spine. The feel of her hardworking little hands, the roughness, the softness and every corner of it makes my heart race.
Her body, slim and slender that you could wrap your arms around her and get lost in translation, as...
This girl, she’s really something.
It sucks to know that the person you have feelings for hangs out with the guy that they like, and there’s nothing you can do about it but sit there and wonder what actually went down. But then you can’t say shit because you don’t want to sound stupid and controlling.
I haven’t gotten any sleep, I laid in my bed since 12 and after hearing that shit, my excitement of waiting...
I want a “go up to” chick whenever I have personal problems. I don’t mean a “best friend”, that label is just a lie. I want someone who can be my diary, I don’t care if they give advice or not, I just want someone to listen and comfort me.
I’m fucking tired of all this.
A girl who would risk to stay up on the phone with you even if they are tired is worth talking to.
If you’re good looking, you’ll have more friends. True story.
And that’s why I don’t have any friends.
The eloquence, forceful thought that is making me fill the spaces inside this page. Even if I type things that are gibberish, I could care less. I bet nobody even reads this stupid blog anyways. If I write a paragraph with no sense, nobody would read it. It’s just like a bunch of squiggly lines to people. Like for example, if I say that my ass is burning from all the hot wings I ate awhile...
I’m writing about a feeling, a feeling I somehow cannot understand, a feeling that I cannot explain. I’m writing about something that doesn’t exist. This feeling, I want to know what it is. What’s inside me? It’s not love, it’s not hate, it’s not the feeling of grief nor anger. Am I afraid? I guess you can say that. Yes, I am afraid, afraid to let go of...
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griefovercontent asked: Yeah and she even told me that she liked me. It's complicated right now and we're just not trying to deal with it. We just talk how we would talk before we revealed to each other.
griefovercontent asked: Why can't they just go for the good guy, I mean why does it ALWAYS have to be the asshole? He doesn't deserve anything.
griefovercontent asked: Mark, I have a question for you and your followers. Why do good girls go for bad guys?
I want a girlfriend who will be willing to have a long term commitment with me. Who will not want to try others when she’s already happy with me.
channyyeah asked: just search chantal jourdain! :)
I lowkey wanna start smoking weed, to help ease and clear my mind. But I don’t know where to get hook ups and I dont know how I’m gonna smoke it at home…
It’s true when they say, drinking helps you forget your problems, it actually feels pretty good. A bag of chippy, a bottle of bud light, and samurai champloo on netflix at 5 in the morning is the way to go.
You don’t give a rats ass about my feelings oh lol
One day, she’s in love. The next day, she fell out. Next week, she’s getting to know someone. Next month, they’re together…
One day, he’s in love . The next day, he was hurt. Next week, his heart broke. Next month, he still couldn’t move on…
In the course of being with someone, one of you will do the damage, sometimes both. Sometimes the guy, sometimes...
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Dear future girlfriend,
We will get annual passes for all the amusement parks here in So Cal and have fun every other week :)
My friend’s mom just passed away… I was pretty close with him before and his mom knows me, I used to sleepover at their house with some of our other friends from church. I remember she had a cancer before but she survived it, I don’t know the cause that finally ended it. It’s pretty devastating, to think that someone had lost that one person who was their for them the...
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Do you ever have that feeling when a certain special song plays and you’re transported back to where you were when it was playing, who you with and what you were doing? The feeling of nostalgia lingers inside your heart and mind and it just makes you sad and happy at the same time. The moment when the song starts playing, everything becomes a blur, you start to space out and all you think of...
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Damn, do I have to be in a relationship to get invited to places? I mean I understand that my friends always go out as a group since they all have partners but I don’t mind being the 5th or 7th wheel lol
I’m happy for the people who found love.
What I learned is to never bottle up your emotions, take off that heavy burden on your chest and think of every negative thing that happened in the past to be water under the bridge. Because there is no use of blaming someone for the mistake they have done, it’s not gonna change the course of time nor will it change the past event. What...
feasko asked: I finally got off the train that was leading me to nowhere but sadness. I was sitting alongside with memories of what him and I were once. And I was just tired of crying over someone that wasn't going to come back. And I'm telling you this because I know we were on the same train. Next stop, get out. Leave everything behind. I did, and I ended up finding someone. Get out, you don't...
“Can we just be friends?”
“I’ll always love you but I’m not in love with you anymore.”
I guess I just really have to face the fact that there is no longer us and we’re on our own separate ways now. It was a good run, full of ups and downs but I’m pretty sure I’ll always cherish it.
There goes my happiness…
“What is the use of loving someone for a long time when in just a blink of an...”
It’s so amazing when someone comes to your life and you expect nothing out of it but suddenly there right in front of you is everything you ever need.
Seeing my ex-best friend being happy with someone knowing that he was part of the reason why I lost my girlfriend is pretty… -actually, I don’t know how I feel about it. Should I be pissed? That he almost stole my girlfriend and ruined our relationship and now he’s happy with a new girl? or should I be happy knowing that he’s with someone else and not with her? I guess...
I wish my feelings and emotions have a shut-off valve, that way it’s easy for me to just turn everything off so it’s not hard for me seeing you treat me like a friend while I see you more than that. I know your feelings faded and as much as I wanna try so hard to get them back, I don’t know how. I think this is the end of our chapter, the end of an era. It sucks to say how much...
I want a girl who won’t make me try so hard just so we can have a conversation. I want a girl who would approach me from time to time and not when I always have to be the one to start something. I like to work, but I don’t like to work hard. I don’t want to keep chasing on something that’s just running away from me. I want a girl who would meet me half way. I miss that...
It’s hard to look at our pictures together, all the happy memories, the smiles, the laughters, the jokes, it’s all so precious to me and what sucks is that we will no longer do things like that. Stolen kisses here and there, pulling away hugs even though we both like it, holding hands and arguing who’s arm is in front of the other, small things like that… I miss the old us...